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2006-12-19T02:33:00.000-08:00

ZOUKOUT WAS A TOTAL BLAST!
omg.. ferry corsten plays mean trance..
oooh. too bad there wasnt much booze
to down.. and no cs.. HAH.
saw zaki there.. he almost bit me..
ALMOST.
YOU! CHI CHI THE GOLDEN
CAMEL! AND IM YOUR KARIPAP!
hahahah... dont forget..

i think attica's up next..

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2006-11-22T13:59:00.000-08:00

damn. so disappointing ):
coco latte sucked. didnt get to drink much.
it was some dumb under-aged party which
we didnt know. there were so many ginna-pi
around.. was so dumb la.. and the worst part?..
it was r&b night.
the guys cant do their shuffle.. then only thing
they can do is pole dancing.. lol..
saw justin's ex.. clara.. acted as the teenager who
got pregnt in first moms bla bla bla..
things just got ugly la..
darius and jerry got into this very heated conversation..
and so the bouncer had to drag the both of them out..
which means we had to leave too..
aiya.. this whole thing is really dumb..
i still prefer vintage to coco.. at least there's rock and trance.
AND CHIVAS.

oh yeah.. 'colic' fucking scared the
shit out of me. i love the feeling of
being traumatized so much that i watched it
twice.. i think ima have another go.

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2006-11-07T00:39:00.000-08:00

blog aint dead. neither am i.
no grace, im not dead yet.. so
dont be too happy too soon.
muahahaha..

been working lately..
fuck shit.. work like a dog and
the pay is miserable. crap.

well. this is life.
gonna town later.
aiyah.. fuck lah.

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2006-10-08T15:52:00.000-07:00

Life is so fucking unpredictable.
you may never know whats gonna
happen next cos you're not god.
as for the fear of losing someone,
its good cos at least they know that they're
constantly on your mind.
Forever. the word we always use, but it doesnt
last. so who are you kidding?.. forever is
non-existant. as for now, lets just make full use
of the time we have and learn to cherish every
moment we shared be it good or bad and not
take things for granted. till then, thats
when forever ends.

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2006-09-10T19:28:00.000-07:00

besok ade sekolah ):
sian ar!!!
cant wait til friday..
jas and i are going rounding
on his new bike.. hoho!!

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2006-09-07T01:22:00.000-07:00

almost got into a car accident.
ali did drifting in a junction.
and there's this stupid car..
purposely hit the brakes..
luckily ali's reaction was fast enough.
so cool.. i wanna have another go.
went arab street for shisha and then
to beach rd for tulang.
i hate tulang.

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2006-08-26T04:42:00.000-07:00

had the best night of my life..
went liquid to finish off the last
trance.. ordered vodka redbull by
the jugs.. brings the kick and energy
to dance like fuck.. the vibe is so
fucking great.. i wish liquid didnt have to close.
tonights the last night for r&b. dont think im going.
SAVE THE LAST TRANCE 4 ME.

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2006-07-23T16:20:00.000-07:00

so sick of town..
its like a weekly routine..
i wish sg was bigger..
grace if you're reading this..
i think we should go to the
beach more often.. seriously..

you're not my paper tiger.
im not your paper heidi.
but you're my paper jon.

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2006-07-20T13:10:00.000-07:00

hahaha.. its someone's bithday today..
and im not gonna wish her..
hahahaha.
damn.. im so tired.
my cash flow is running low.
no fag. no booze. wth.

omg omg omg.. its 1!
i have only an hour to prepare..
grace is gonna kill me..

to GRACE,
buckwheat wishes
you a happy birthday..
BOOYA! Xoxo.

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2006-07-16T01:30:00.000-07:00

what the fuck is wrong with
everyone.. is it me or is it you.
forgive me if i was being sensitive..
but i just fucking hate the way you
tell me to go home. fuck you its your
turn to go home. dont call me anymore.

my head hurts like hell.
i feel like puking.
im going to stick my finger down
my throat and throw up.
im anorexic.
stupid summer solstice.
bloody hay moon..
bah.. today is definately
not my day.

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2006-07-10T19:10:00.000-07:00

omg omg omg..
WHY?!
az.. you are only but my friend..
and nth more.. made a shocking
discovery today.. ok.. everyone knows bout
it.. and im like the very last one to know..
when the matter concerns me. fuck?
az changed tiger lily into tiger heidi..
hahahahah.. wth?

aights.. az wrote this..
[am her bestie ...
coz i dont want to 4erget her....
coz my heart with her ....
even thought she's attached.....
everytime i look at her....
i feel guilty & feel sad bout her....
why every one must bully her...
haizz.....
why all guy must "busturd her"....
she pweety,cute,adoreable and sexy what
else do you guys out there want from here.....
plz larh think bout a human heart ........
that each time being hurt by sumone else......]
it couldnt be me. fuck swear.
bestie.. true..
the rest?.. so not true.

so love audioslave.
so love cherie (:
Xoxo. peace all.

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2006-07-09T01:26:00.000-07:00

so god damn bored.
just reached home..
the tix for devils today is
just $14.. hahaha..

towned with mena and all..
ended up with joshua..
??? i saw iain.. damn ):
left cine almost immediately..
cabbed to devils then home.
wth. boring day.

another day another girl.

2006-07-05T19:10:00.000-07:00

e ghuf e lyhhud ryja so lygayht
ayd ed yd dra cysa desa..pid cdemm
e lyhhud payn du muca so dfu
vyjuineda kioc ):
oui yht oui.
dfu cfaad kioc. tevvanahd
sasuneac fa crynat. es cu cyt..
e fecr aedran uha fuimt keja ib
uh sa zicd du syga drehkc aycean.
tevvelimd du yllabd.. pid edc dra vyld )':

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2006-07-05T18:54:00.000-07:00

expecting worse days ahead..
today suck.. almost fainted..
nvr felt this weak before..
az said its cos i skipped my meals..
damn.
only azmi and grace knows why
im physically and emotionally worn out.
love you guys.

weina i miss you ):

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2006-07-04T21:20:00.000-07:00

YOU, MY SEXY LOVE!
SERENADE ME WITH THAT
SONG AND IM YOURS!!
HAHAHAHA!

fucking hate the time of
the month.. wtf?.. going bonkers..
school was a total boredom.. damn..
aights.. van helped mich to
pierce her tongue.. and i helped
van to do a labret. she claimed it
was super pain.. but it subsided..
my best piercing job so far.. hoho!
i wanna do a labret too.. but mich
and i had to like compromise.. fuck..
i dont pierce and she wont pick up
smoking.. hah.. great.. i saved a friend.
hahaha. takpe la! aiyo..

boy you're my sexy love.

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2006-07-03T01:45:00.000-07:00

HAHAHA. coffeeeeeeeeeyuck!!
if i were to have another sip
of coffee it'd be too soon..
WTF?! i had coffee for like
two consecutive days..
coffee and cocoa. pukes.
alcohol is king.

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2006-06-29T23:06:00.000-07:00

new skin. nice and simple.
i'll stick to this before i screw
anything again.

am listening to tiger lily as it played

over and over..

ich liebe Dich Cherie!!
now now.. dont ask me how..

i wish azmi would stop.
and now's my turn..
what if one fine day our body
just break down and we collaspe and
die of lung cancer.. im sorry for all
the bad things ive done to you. IF
ive even done any. but i dont think i have.

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2006-06-28T00:40:00.000-07:00

LOL. omfg. its one of those days.
its been a bad start this week for
the warranty for my ipod has expired.
and i have to fork out 90 bucks to
get those repairs done.
damn. i hate expository writing.
correction. i hate writing.
i screwed my homework..
hopefully my teacher dont find
my work offensive. but hey.. im writing
for teenage rights afterall. hahahaha. kill me.
oh well. i got caught for my fringe
today. gotta pin em up from now on.
good girl in school. who cares about how
i look. 'im dying to be pretty'! oh yeah. kill
me again. lmao. a change of plans. teachers
been replaced. someone knows that im unhappy.
ITS CONSPIRACY I TELL YOU.
but then again im not going to be as naive as before.
im gonna focus and study so that i can grad asap.
this way.. i wont get to see your face. good idea?..
i know you like it too.

____ is an lmao kid. not
an emo kid. hahahahaha.
where are your chickens?!

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2006-06-18T18:42:00.000-07:00

Flights of Fancy

Sit with me, come and play
I need you so near
Stay a while, for a day
Maybe two, have no fear

What I am is not all good,
It's not all bad, it's okay
Time has come, wish we could
Get it back, it's too late

And I miss you the most
And I miss you the most

Sing to me once again
In your room,like old days
Speak to me, it depends
On how you do in all ways

Bring me back little smiles
Funny ways you speak to me
Bring me back all your wiles
Whimsical fancies

And I miss you the most
And I miss you the most

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2006-06-18T18:32:00.000-07:00

"life is a series of pulls back and forth.
You want to do one thing, but you are
bound to do something else. Something
hurts you, yet you know it shouldn't.
you take certain things for granted,
even when you know you should never
take anything for granted." - tuesdays with
morrie by mitch albom

West Grand Boulevard is a great
band.. love em. check them out at
purevolume or myspace. uber cool.

ps. hey gene.. i dont know when
the used next album is coming
out.. will let you know. btw korn
and matchbook romance came out
quite awhile ago.. do check them out too.
korn - coming undone.

THIA IS A CHEEKO AND
A PSYCHO AND A GAMBLER
AND A SOCCERMANIAC.

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2006-06-12T14:20:00.000-07:00

hi. im heidi.
i will be turning 16 this september.
im rash. i act stupidly at moments of
folly. then i regret. im someone who
lacks proper guidance. just like all the
misguided teens out there.i've been
given ample advices but i do not heed
them. i like to taste what pain is like..
but still i do not wake up
from my mistakes. i gain experience.
i am what you hate. you hate it, i've got it.
im thankful that my mom is around..
cos without her.. i think i'd be high on
drugs right now.. so yeah..
love her..
you dont catch me saying this all the time.
I LOVE AMSTERDAM.

oh and im not on crack..
neither am i drunk..
i just write what i feel.
it isnt random.

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2006-06-12T02:33:00.000-07:00

ok.. its 2.30am in the morn
and i still cant sleep.. and how
come chivas' kick doesnt last as
long as before?.. i felt so sleepy
and woozy.. and the next thing i knew..
i was so wide awake..what the fuck man?..
shit.. i better stop drinking before i start
developing a beer belly..
btw.. chivas+soda water= yuck.
i should've drank cyanide.. least its faster.
lol.

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2006-06-09T17:01:00.000-07:00

JOANNE - hahah.. look who's talking?
you're the babe! not me.. ahaha.. sorry
didnt tell you my new url ): Xoxo!

THIA - LOL.. its true.. thailand is flooded
with bapoks.. but they are super gorgeous!
there's no denying. hahaha. and btw..
THIALAND was bombed. so it doesnt exist
anymore.. heehee..

im so back from THAILAND. not thialand..
ahahaha.. yeah.. went on a shopping
spree.. and not killing spree mind you. lol.. too
much of dota is bad..... anyways.. bought loadsa
things.. and the guys there were so hot! they look
so emo with their hairstyles and piercings and all..
but when they start open their mouth and speak thai..
major turn off ): i know its not their fault.

hahaha.. my lil cousins are tearing my house
down right now.. they're having so much fun
with the dog.. the screams and the runny noses.
heehee.. lil terrors!

I don't want the world to see me
Cos I don't think that they'd understand
When everything's made to be broken
I just want you to know who I am

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2006-05-30T18:35:00.000-07:00

borrrrring. guess im just
not cut out to blog.. im just not
active enough.. what a fag.. this whole
thing sucks and it tastes like an abortion..

guess im gonna give MOS a miss
tonight.. sorry jo..
probably gonna club devils bar when i
return frm thailand.. come 10th june ive gotta
turn up for my hightlight session.. and ive got tons of
beaching sessions to attend.. hectic schedule.
ohyeah.. met ex st andrews kelvin at ica building
ytd.. we chatted for like 20 minutes before i left..
he asked me tons of questions.. twice. each. LOL.
what the family circus!! ROFL.

aights.. gonna trim my fingernails..
they're kinda long.. i hate long fingernails.

<3 benni benassi.
his trance beats are so rad.

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2006-05-23T22:18:00.000-07:00

FOR THE LAST TIME.
I AM A LADY. oh hell yes i am.

TO THIA: hahaha. i wouldnt mind.
but i still prefer nakata. he's super hot.

i dont feel well ):
i hate flu. i am such a whiner.
oh i suck. but douglas is a loser..

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2006-05-14T02:23:00.000-07:00

aights.. i cant sleep cos i nap'd for
like 5 whole hours this aftnoon..

happy belated regina and weina (:

to thia: HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! to me!
LOL! just kiddn.

hmms.. went topshopping. lol.
with van.. azmi and adik.
ADIK KAU BASTARD SIOL!!
you tore off the page i wanted ):
anyways.. sayand and i bought a
top.. and a hairband..
and i think the hairband sucks..
why?.. because i felt super uncomfy
wearing a hairband.. and yeah.. i felt
so rainie yang.. its not that i dislike her
or anything.. she's super cute.. and wearing
that hairband seemed so cutesy cute whatever..
i think the hairband suits van.. not me..
it seems retro.. thats why i bought it..

oh.. and ive decided to get mom smth
from perlini's silver..its a necklace with lime
green stone. maybe i can borrow it from her
sometime.. LOL.

heheh. lewis said he would change his attitude
and be a good man, IF rainie yang was his gf..
the others and i was like.. c'mon la.. thats fat hope.
if rainie yang were to be his gf.. then nakata would
be my bf. muahaha. the earth would be a triangle by then.

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2006-05-06T07:40:00.000-07:00

SE EUN! CALL ME ASAP
WHEN YOU SEE THIS!!!!

my fringe is starting to be an
annoyance ): im thinking of cutting
my hair.. short. again.. i know..
i just dont seem to have the patience
to wait for my hair to grow longer..
middle length hair suck.
you cant do anything to it..
my hair seem to fold or curl whenever
it touches the shoulder.. and i do not like it.
cant wait the exam season to
be over. 3 more papers and im done.
wth. theres so many things i have to do.
im gonna be soaking the sun when im
in bangkok. cant wait.. and when im back in
sg.. im gonna be beaching and beaching and
more beaching.. and saunas and threadings..
etc etc..

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2006-04-22T16:04:00.000-07:00

im still not done with the
skin yet.. and yes..
THANK YOU SO MUCH SHILIN.
grateful for the skin that you made.
loves.

life is such a bore..
but ive figured out that life is a
a greater bore when you dont even know
what to do with it..
life is a bore.

too much of everything kills.
and that means too much of cherie
kills too..
GET THAT CHERIE?!
lol.. you are the first person
i know who speaks ever so randomly..
oh you kill me.
xoxo.

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2006-04-17T23:30:00.000-07:00

cherie dear.. this is for you..

we drive tonight,
and you are by my side.
We're talking about our lives,
like we've known each other forever.
the time flies by, with the sound of your voice.
its close to paradise, with the end surely near.
and if i could only stop the car and hold onto you,
and never let go, i'll never let go.
as we round the corner to your house
you turned to me and said,
"i'll be going through withdrawal of
you for this one night we have spent."
and, i want to speak these words but i
guess i'll just bite my tongue, and accept
"someday, somehow" as the words
that we'll hang from.

and i, i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.
and i, i don't want to speak these words.
'cause i, i don't want to make things any worse.

why does tonight, have to end?
why don't we hit restart,
and pause it at our favorite parts.
we'll skip the goodbyes.
if i had it my way,
i'd turn the car around and runaway,
just you and i.

still sad?.. dont be..
xoxo.

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2006-04-16T19:45:00.000-07:00

I KNOW OF A SECRET!
im not supposed to know it..
but wth.. hahahah!
their future is in my hands..
just kidding.. shall not divulge lah..
alright.. went kbox on friday.. along with mena
and the others.. oh.. and tim came back..
tim sang like a dying pig.. LOL..
that bloody thick-skinned motherfucker.
we threw peanuts and other stuffs at him..
lol.. and he took the plates of peanuts and
shoved it under the couch.. and yes.. we have
nth left to eat... tim is dogmatic.

sigh.. went to that bbq thing ytd..
it was alright.. i guess..
so much for being a pariah.
justin is s-l-o-w.. and i know smth
about them.. which is kinda like
a secret.. so im not gonna blog about it.

and.... mom brought marco to the vet
today.. bad news.. he has a wee ear
infection.. so theres nth for me to kick
a fuss about. and the good news.. he's
tick free.. despite the long shaggy fur..
hoho :D

i wonder when's the gymnastics
competition.. i hope its soon..
gonna be training again..
aprils gonna be a hectic month..
gonna watch the gym comp and the
SA rugby match.. its gonna be held
at padang this year.. cant wait..
and i will be leaving for taiwan this june..
yes.. cheena country.. i know.. i hope
it will be fun.. i shall end here.. im bored.

So all that's left
Is the proof that love's not only blind but deaf.

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2006-04-14T14:35:00.000-07:00

the rain is coming down hard.
and theres no way i cant leave
the house. hopefully by the time i
finished blogging.. the rain might stop.
friggin bored. its been some
donkey years since i last blogged.
didnt thought i would either.
waiting for my new skin ):

the reason why my friendster profile
still seem so dull is mainly because
friendster does not allow me to open
that friggin CSStips box!..
bah.. what a quack..

i just hate it when things dont go my way..
well it doesnt have to be all the time.. dammit.
some pple have no shame.. going arnd telling
others how fucking great her boyfriend is..
how strong.. how brave.. etc.. etc..
the thing is.. i think you're mistaken honey..
pple dont wanna hear what you
wanna say.. and bigger mistake.. you kept going
on and on.. i bet you saw my smile with a hint
of mockery didnt you.. and you went on.
and it makes me wanna bitch slap you ):
and i think im into making effigies.

life is great. the heavy rain restricts me
from leaving the house. which leaves me
nth to do. but to catch on my sleep. lol.
oh.. and i did some photoshopping.. how fun!
i had a whole new set of brushes.
inksplats. signboards and models...
and.. this is what i got.
added grains to bring out that
70's tv shot look.

oh.. and im thinking of putting a tattoo..
but its not gonna be some butterflies or
dragons or phoenix or anything like that..
i love old school tattoos (: and mines gonna be
smth like this..

SO OLD SCHOOL. SO NICE.
love em. aights.. i shall stop here..
gonna listen to arctic monkeys..
indie music is so so cool. ciao all.

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2006-03-22T22:52:00.000-08:00

celebrated denley's bday..
a couple of days back..
watched 'dorm'.. the movie
wasnt freaky at all.. i love the
ben&jerry's fudge ice cream!
sighs. no more hols til
june. wtf.. alarm clock
beyond repair. poor glenn..
tsk tsk.. he became my
personal alarm clock.. lol..
awww..
hmms.. been having conference
til late into the night with glenn and
nat.. talking about masterpieces.. to
themes.. to cartoons. HAH.
and they sing mean songs. as in
r-e-a-l-l-y mean songs.. the powerpuffs..
scooby doo.. johnny bravo.. maaameeemoooo.
lol. and.. matthew and his tits. big faaaat udders.
heh.

ughs. so bored. i need baronnnnn..
aights. gonna call them now.
ciao.

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2006-03-12T19:15:00.000-08:00

ytd was alright..
towned with josh..
went to ps to get tix for t
'wolfcreek'.. unfortunately..
i was so dumb to follow josh
to the ticket counter..
BIG MISTAKE!! she asked for my
ic and bus pass. i lied to her abt me
forgetting to bring it along.. as usual.
i mean fuck.. im 16 alright..
ok fine.. so im a little less sixteen, and a
little more fifteen.. my 16th birthday hasnt
arrive. big deal. i tried to talk terms with her..
and all she said was.. sorry.. company policy..
the government blah blah blah..
i shrieked.. and shouted.. ' ARGHS! FUCK LAH..
this kind of small thing also must care!'.. and i
stormed off.. josh tried to calm me down..
LOL.. hysterical.
walked to cine.. PRAYING that i can get my
hands on that fucking tix to the flick..
this time i remembered to stand aside while
josh get the tix.. and he got it.. JOY.
sheesh.. walked around to pass the time..
browsed thru the flea market.. met farrah and all..
said hi and left.. walked around a lil more..
and met peipei and farliana (:
chatted a lil while.. saw glenn.. nat and the others..
went to eat after that.. then to the movies..

'wolfcreek' sucked. i kept pointing middle
finger at the screen.. lol.. expressing my
feeling i guess.. well it isnt exactly my fault..
the two female leads are like screaming and whining..
[speaking of whiners].. they are like attracting the serial
killer's attention can?.. brainless.. i would pretty much
root for the killer instead.. i laughed my way through
when the two females got killed.. HA HA.
im so looking forward to watch 'the omen'.
more like my kinda show..

anyways.. head down to cuppage aft that.
almost everyone i knew were there..
went bonkers with nat and glenn..
and and.. WE HAD BOOZE! woohoo!
and the funny thing was.. there were a couple
of girls.. probably 13 or 14?.. they were smoking
while gulping mouthful of barcardis.. they're
cheeks were so red.. and they were wobbling arnd.
hoho! what a sight (:

aights. gtg now.. leaving for
some dumb camp tmr..
my mom doesnt want me in the
house.. on the other hand.. i get extra 50 bucks
if i go.. so i guess it doesnt hurt..

; The child is dead. He breathed for a
moment. Then he breathed no more.
The child is dead. Dead. The child is dead.

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2006-03-11T13:44:00.000-08:00

ytd was alright..
that freaky thing struck again!
venessa couldnt town..
hope she's alright..
anyways.. decided town myself..
gonna meet nat and the others anyhows..
didnt wanna walk to the train statn
alone.. pleaded lao shu and bing hou
to accompany me..they were reluctant
at first..but they gave in the end.. hahs.
they flipped coins to decide..
lao shu asked me to choose..
head or tails.. i chose head..
and he flipped... in my mind was..
'head head head'.. and waddya know..
turned out to be head.. bing hou couldnt
believe.. he wanted to try again himself..
i chose head again.. and i won again..
he still wouldnt give up.. he threw for the last
time.. and this time he chose head.. and i chose
tails.. AND I WON.
and that was when bing hou finally gave up..
HAAS. i so wanna laugh.
i think its just pure luck.

anyways.. gonna town with joshua.
wont be back til late.
til then.. adios amigos.

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2006-03-09T21:38:00.000-08:00

school was great these
past few days (:
barcardis.. jack daniels..
and long island tea.. hahahs..
ima happy person..
self declared day off tmr..
wont be going for that 'jogathon'
thing.. and schools out for one whole
week.. which makes me an even happier
person.. thanks nat :D

aww.. i so glad nth really happened to merv..
just 4 mths tagging.. and as for xiao alan..
was truly sad to hear that he had to be put away..
wont be seeing for for 2 whole years ):

anyways.. gonna meet up with venessa sayang

tmr.. and probably gonna town..

meet up with nat, merv and the rest..

hahaha.. and im gonna paint nat's fingernails

black for him.. i hope he remembered to trim

his nails.. ohhhh.. i so wanna laugh.. we had so

so much in common.. we are weird people with

weird thoughts and remarks. and we hate 'steps'..

hates step punks. hates step goths. true punks

and goths comes from the inside.. dont dress to impress

true goths might be all around you for you might know..

they wear their normal everyday clothes..

those are what i call 'true'. they dress only on gatherings

and all.. i feel so sick whenever i see 'steps' tryna step

goth.. speaking in some really deep cheena accent..

and when asked what a goth really is.. they dont know a shit..

they can only tell you.. 'oh they dress all black.. black this

black that.. black lipstick.. oh! and i actually have

this black lolita and a matching black pair of platform

shoes to go with.. and i listen to MCR.. its punk..

blah blah blah.. yak yak yak'

well you've made an effort sister.. try harder.

grey skies turned blue.

2006-03-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

it couldnt be deja vu..
its couldnt be sixth sense..
could be it coincidence..
or could it be my foul mouth..

1. venessa and i were talking bout
priscilla.. our pri school mate we
havent seen for years.. and the thing
is.. i saw her that very night.. and
we chatted a lil before i went back home..
2. i said smth bout eddie's toilet.. we were both
rushing for time.. he cursed me first.. then i cursed
back.. and his heater spoilt.
3. i thought this whole thing was kinda fun..
i tried it out on few pple. and now i got
myself tangled in some love thing.
4. i got this hunch that the police would
be coming.. twice.. darn right.. i got screened..
twice. i told joshua bout my hunch that the
cops would be coming.. and 15 minutes later..
they really came.. joshua said i have a foul mouth..
HAH! i wonder what would be next..

grey skies turned blue.

2006-03-02T23:36:00.000-08:00

uhhhh. my school's in town
today.. watching 'i not stupid too'..
imagine everyone taking down
the whole of lido.. how fun..
... here i am.. at home..
anyways.. gonna town later too..
gotta meet someone's girl later on (:
SAYANG AKU VENESSAA!!
loooooves.
and thanks marleen!.. you're so optimistic..
wish i could be like you.. love you sweets!

fret not. im not turning lesbian..

grey skies turned blue

2006-02-27T21:00:00.000-08:00

the thought of matthew just
pisses me off...
my huge pin is still with him..
its beens months since i last
saw it...
fuck life.

High School SCANDALS .
i got friggin punished for smth i
havent done. i mean i why am i
always the victim?.. why am i
the one staying back til 6.30pm?
i havent done anything to her?!..
so arghs! why am i the one 'cleaning
up the mess?' i wanna have a
piece of her now!

kill kill kill!

this bloody romance has ended.
fuck o'life.

grey skies turned blue

2006-02-25T13:40:00.000-08:00

on this very day, jasper and i broke up.
the feeling of losing someone you loved
so much isnt very pleasant.. guess 'sorry' isnt
of any use anymore..
then again.. a huge sigh of relief to be heaved.
the tension's gone. back to solitary life. free to
do whatever i want. once again.. i stand alone..
i'll still be thinking of him every lil while.. time..
time is all i need..

bad hair days are here.. i feel restless..
its so.. pms.. please do not agitate..
i'll bite.
this imbolc had been really bad.. pray hard
that this coming spring equinox would
change the entire situation..

someone is watching me from
behind.. whatever i do.. every move
i make.. its always there.. and i cant
figure out who.. i wish it'd leave me alone.

grey skies turned blue

2006-02-25T07:03:00.000-08:00

aights. ive kissed the old blog good-bye.
love this skin. its oh-so-ughs.
hahs.
retention isnt so bad aft all..
scored for all the papers..
cept for phys.. flung by 6 marks.
how good can it get..

went towning ytd evening..
waited damn fucking long just
to get tickets to catch that final destination 3
flick.. they were all sold out.
tim managed to get the one at 11.35pm.
...... we had so much time to waste.
and we actually went kpool to pass the time.
saw lewis, ah boy, laoshu.. and all the
other bishan pple there..
chatted a lil while.. and lewis bought me cookies
from famous amos.. haas! he's just
paying up what he owed me.. and so basically..
we're just stuck at cine doing nth..
waiting for the movie to start..
sat outside long john.. and tim was going about
doing his usual routines.. flinging..
he tried his best to entertain us.. by doing
dumb stuffs. the weird dances..
indian accent and all.. just so.. dang.
saw jody..everywhere. he was so busy..
he looked as though he was some kind of
business man or tour guide or smth.

final destination 3.... was great..
everything is just so real.. and yuck.
theres this part where two girls were
doing some fake tan before grad night..
they got into this tanning box or smth..
everything was fine until when the
the temperature started rising..they got
so warm and hot.. they wanted to get out
of that dumb machine.. but they were stuck
for good and the suface was so darn hot..
they got their hands burnt.. and lil lumps started
protruding out of their skins.. their whole
body were like semi charred.. the
whole machine caught fire.. and they
were burnt alive..

OMG. I CANT BELIEVE IM STAYING
HOME ON A SATURDAY!